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Post by Marie Lynn on Apr 15, 2007 19:27:12 GMT -5
(ooc: okay, that's fine lol)
"So" Tom said again smiling. "Oh, you were telling me more about you." He said taking her hand as they continued to walk.
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Post by Mystery on Apr 15, 2007 23:03:43 GMT -5
Maddy considered telling him about the cancer, but then decided against it, she didn't want to scare him. "Nope, I mean that's basically it." Clossing her eyes she thought really hard about telling him that she was only going to live for about another 2 years, she knew that she could trust him and not tell Vince, but she didn't know how he would react. "Actually there is one thing that I think that you should know about me." Taking a deep breath she looked at him. "I was in the hospital for 4 months not too long ago, the doctors told me- they told me-" She just couldn't say it. She knew that he would worry about her if she told him. She couldn't think of what to tell him, I mean she couldn't very easily say 'I have a rare cancer in my vocal cords, it will kill me in 2 years if I don't under go surgery and have them removed, but that will mean that I'll never be able to speak again.' now could she. "I won't be here much longer," She finally sighed, hoping that he didn't realize that it meant she wouldn't be on Earth much longer. She didn't want to die, in fact she feared death. But she feared not being able to speak even more. "Um, I want to show you something, but I hope that you don't mind stopping by my dorm for a second, I need to get something." She finally told him. She was going to get her guitar
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Post by Marie Lynn on Apr 16, 2007 15:56:40 GMT -5
Tom looked at Maddy, what did she mean she wasn't going to be here much longer. He didn't know where she was going or why, but he wanted to know. "We can stop at the dorms, but where are you going?" He asked, putting his arm around her waist. At first he didn't realize what she had said. But, he thought about what she had said. 'The doctors said..I won't be here much longer.' He looked at her with worried eyes. "Maddy, what did the doctors say?" He asked. He stopped walking and held onto her hand.
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Post by Mystery on Apr 18, 2007 20:33:35 GMT -5
Maddy looked at him but couldn't meet his eyes. "That....I just can't tell you," She cried, tears streaming down her face, she couldn't tell him that she was refusing life all together by being able to sing for another year. She just couldn't. "I'm really sorry, Tom. But I just can't do what they're asking me."
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Post by Marie Lynn on Apr 27, 2007 20:59:19 GMT -5
Tom looked at Maddy his eyes wide with fear, concern, and worry. "Maddy." He said as he wrapped his arms around her giving her a hug. "It's okay." He said, holdng her close to him. "Calm down," He wipped some of the tears from her face. "Maybe we should sit down for a minute." He added, looking down at her worried about her.
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Post by Mystery on May 5, 2007 0:10:06 GMT -5
"I just can't, I just can't" SHe mumbled to herself, leaning against Tom. Her tears still flowing down her cheeks. Hearing his voice again, she looked up, "What?" She studdered, "I didn't quite catch that."
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Post by Marie Lynn on May 5, 2007 0:47:20 GMT -5
Tom looked down at her, he hated seeing her so miserable. "I said maybe we should just sit down for a minute." He repeated, trying to stay calm for the both of them. Tom held her closer, closing his eyes.
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Post by Mystery on May 5, 2007 13:07:12 GMT -5
Maddy nodded slightly, whiping the tears from her eyes, "Yeah, that sounds good." She studdered. She didn't know whether or not she wanted to tell Tom why she was crying like she was, or leave it her own secret, even Vincint didn't know, so she wasn't at all sure whether or not she wanted to tell Tom.
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Post by Marie Lynn on May 16, 2007 18:43:36 GMT -5
Tom sighed, leading her to a bench. "It's okay, if you don't want to tell me then you don't have to." He told her, sitting down with her. He held her close to his warm body. He let go of her for just a minute. "Are you cold?" He asked, feeling a cooler breeze. He had on his sweater so he could give it to her if she wanted it. He thought about what just happened.
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Post by Mystery on May 21, 2007 17:12:57 GMT -5
"No, I'm fin-" She had been about to say that she was fine, but then she'd be lying altogether. Looking up into his eyes she sighed, "I wish that I could tell you, and belive me you have no idea how much I want to tell you. But I don't know how." She felt her hand fall to the pocket that held the letter. "But I know a way that will make sense. Read this." She pulled out the letter and pressed it into his hands, "But please don't think bad about me." She whispered as she felt the envelope leave her hand.
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Post by Marie Lynn on May 22, 2007 14:13:30 GMT -5
Tom looked at Maddy. "I would never think bad of you." He replied, holding her tight. He watched her press the envelope into his hands. "Maddy, if you don't want me to read it. I won't." He told her looking at her. He didn't need to know everything that happened in her life. He was just trying to make conversation. He started to give the letter back to her. Tom wasn't one to intrude into someone's life.
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Post by Mystery on May 23, 2007 16:17:54 GMT -5
Maddy's eyes flashed with determination, "No, I want you to know what's going on." She told him strongly. She leaned against him, placing the letter back into his hands. "Please, I want you to." She whispered.
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Post by Marie Lynn on May 24, 2007 14:14:48 GMT -5
Tom sighed as he nodded. "I will read it then." He said quietly. Tom looked down at the envelop that was in his hands. He didn't open it. He just sat there, thinking if he really wanted to know Maddy's business. He nodded again to himself and slowly took out the papers. He opened them and just sat there, looking at the words. Not even reading them, just staring at them. He didn't feel right about the whole thing. He looked up and glanced over at Maddy, sighing again.
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Post by Mystery on May 25, 2007 17:06:07 GMT -5
Maddy could tell that Tom hadn't read it, he wouldn't have just sighed if he had, "Tom, I want you to know this, please, just read the letter." She told him firmly, she wouldn't let him not read it, but she didn't want to say what it told her, You only have about 356 days left on the Earth, we recomend to the fullest concent that you take advantage of the fact that we found out about this disease early enough and you can still save yourself. You will not be able to sing like we know you enjoy doing, but you will have your life. She thought the words over and over again.
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Post by Marie Lynn on May 29, 2007 14:35:52 GMT -5
Tom looked at Maddy. He had a faint smile on his face. His blonde hair fell into his eyes. He looked back down at the letter and started to read it.
You only have about 356 days left on the Earth...
You can still save yourself.
But you will have your life.
Tom read the letter twice. He looked up at Maddy. "This..this can't be right. Maddy?" His voice broke off. He looked to the ground handing the letter back to her. But he actually threw it at her more than handed it. He couldn't believe it. How could she show this to him. Tom placed his face in his hands, which were resting on his knees. He sighed loudly.
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